does she know?

today is megan's 4th birthday and as i remember back i can't help but wondering if she knows...

does she know how badly i wanted her?

does she know i cried when i found out she was coming?

does she know she was loved from that second on?

does she know how horribly sick i was throughout the whole pregnancy?

does she know how worth it i think it was?

does she know i bought a heart monitor so i could listen to her heartbeat every night (i loved that sound)?

does she know i loved to feel her kick?

does she know i was horrified at her antics during my ultrasounds and the tech thought she was the funniest baby she had ever seen?

does she know that is how she got the nickname stitch?

does she know how excited i was to have a daughter?

does she know she was so impatient she came 3 weeks early?

does she know she got that trait from her mother?

does she know she came on July 15, 2006 at 3:21pm?

does she know she weighed 6lb. 7 oz?

does she know it was one of the happiest days of my life?

does she know she came the weekend my dad was made a bishop so most of our family was out of town (even dallin)?

does she know i thought she was the most beautiful baby girl i had ever seen?

does she know that even though she has blond hair now she was born with dark brown hair?

does she know that i cried when dallin came to the hopsital and held his baby sister for the first time?

does she know she gave us a scare when she had to go back in the hospital due to dehydration and jaundice?

does she know her daddy slept on the couch with her when he got home from work almost every night?

does she know how i melt when she looks at me with those dark brown eyes?

does she know that i wouldn't change her firery personality for anything?

does she know that even though she says that once she turns 4 she won't be my baby anymore she will ALWAYS be my baby?

does she know that i think she can change the world?

does she know that i look forward to watching her do it?

does she know that i am thankful for her everyday?

does she know how much she is loved?

i hope she will because i will tell her everyday!

happy birthday meggie bear!!